Thread:Aryix/@comment-33345837-20190129024559

i love u so much

• [21:23] [Alfiecakes#0000] the thing is O_O when i tried to tell my mom hes my boyfriend shes like.. "internet dating isnt a thing u have no boyfriend" • [21:23] [Emori#2848] aaaHH • [21:23] Nuddle#8800 just connected. • [21:23] [Emori#2848] omg • [21:23] [Emori#2848] howdare sHE • [21:23] [Alfiecakes#0000] so shes rlly.. biased about this whole meeting this • [21:23] [Alfiecakes#0000] and it kinda makes me sad • [21:23] [Emori#2848] just because you can't touch them physically doesn't mean it's not love omg • [21:24] [Alfiecakes#0000] ill be 18 this june i wanna push myself to learn how to drive or something bro :( • [21:24] [Alfiecakes#0000] i have a fear of vehicles?? so i refused to drive for so long • [21:24] [Alfiecakes#0000] but like i cant keep living like this • [21:24] [Emori#2848] thats understandable • [21:25] [Emori#2848] you'll be able to get there though • [21:25] [Alfiecakes#0000] my dad he would tease me by setting me on his lap and letting me take the wheel to drive around the neighborhood • [21:25] [Emori#2848] oof • [21:25] [Alfiecakes#0000] every now and then hed snatch it for me and yank it, we ran into stop signs and shit and it scared the shit out of me • [21:25] [Emori#2848] thats not okay • [21:26] [Alfiecakes#0000] roads are so dangerous and ppl so careless like O_O my attention span is garbage and im gona die • [21:27] [Emori#2848] i'd proabbly forget i was driving and just run red lights • [21:27] [Emori#2848] so yeah can relate

• [21:27] [Alfiecakes#0000] i think hes 11 hours away from me i thought it was 6 but • [21:27] [Winterbreeze#8829] ITS SO COLD • [21:27] [Emori#2848] 11 isn't too bad • [21:28] [Alfiecakes#0000] 11 hours.. ive never traveled anything moe but 6 hours from florida to north carolina • [21:28] [Winterbreeze#8829] I'm freezing • [21:28] [Alfiecakes#0000] it just feels so impossible • [21:28] [Winterbreeze#8829] I was outside with no coat.. and uh I'm sick so like oops • [21:28] [Alfiecakes#0000] why would he and his family wanna travel 11 fucking hours just to see me • [21:28] [Emori#2848] yeah families are kinda troublesome in this • [21:29] [Alfiecakes#0000] the thing is his parents are shit bags as it is and limit him from a lot more than they do his sisters • [21:29] [Emori#2848] aw no • [21:29] [Emori#2848] not cool • [21:29] [Alfiecakes#0000] if this doesnt happen ill literally be waiting 4+ years just to have it happen • [21:30] [Emori#2848] it has to happen!! :c • [21:30] [Alfiecakes#0000] he already mentioned it to me and now my heart is set on it • [21:30] [Emori#2848] are there like busses or trains • [21:30] [Emori#2848] idk how america works • [21:31] [Alfiecakes#0000] he said april is when it could happen i think. his mom wanted to visit north carolina, charlotte, which is only.. a few hours from where i live. he lives in massachusetts • [21:31] [Emori#2848] i totally know where all these locations are • [21:31] [Alfiecakes#0000] im sorry O_O i know ur not in america • [21:31] [Emori#2848] nah it's all good • [21:32] [Mothivitrine#4127] where do u live emori • [21:32] [Mothivitrine#4127] also im back • [21:32] [Emori#2848] not america lol • [21:32] [Winterbreeze#8829] She don't give that info out.. lmao • [21:32] [Alfiecakes#0000] charlotte is a town in north carolina, i live i rockingham, another town. • [21:32] [Alfiecakes#0000] theyre like.. an hour apart? • [21:32] [Winterbreeze#8829] I been charlotte • [21:32] [Emori#2848] so you guys will be an hour away from each other? • [21:32] [Alfiecakes#0000] if hes gonna go to charlotte in north carolina and im only an hour or so away we could see each other • [21:33] [Alfiecakes#0000] yes • [21:33] [Emori#2848] omomgomgmogmgomomgomgg • [21:33] [Emori#2848] an hour isn't that long of a trip • [21:33] [Alfiecakes#0000] if we dont end up moving • [21:33] [Winterbreeze#8829] oo • [21:33] [Emori#2848] ohno you guys might moVE • [21:33] [Emori#2848] but • [21:33] [Alfiecakes#0000] my dad is coming to live with us in march and hes gonna be working in fayetteville i think its called • [21:33] [Emori#2848] nO • [21:33] [Alfiecakes#0000] whcih is only a few more hours away • [21:33] [Emori#2848] you guys must meet up • [21:33] [Alfiecakes#0000] we might move closer to where we works • [21:34] [Alfiecakes#0000] it wont be much farther our chance to see one another is still there • [21:34] [Emori#2848] okok good • [21:34] [Alfiecakes#0000] im just so impatient i just dont really wanna be by myself anymore • [21:35] [Alfiecakes#0000] but we're still young and things can still change but ive gotten nowhere regardless • [21:35] [Alfiecakes#0000] not often do i even find people who care about me and aryix feels so important • [21:36] [Emori#2848] being young should not stop you • [21:36] [Emori#2848] even being old things can change • [21:36] [Emori#2848] things can always change • [21:36] [Emori#2848] what matters is now • [21:36] [Emori#2848] and now you and aryix love each other and deserve to see each other • [21:37] [Alfiecakes#0000] hes litrally the only person i talk to on a daily basis • [21:37] Xxxminigod#3201 has disconnected. • [21:37] [Emori#2848] he means a lot to you and nothing should stop you guys from meeting each other aaa • [21:38] [Alfiecakes#0000] but. we are still young?? if it doesnt happen now itll happen years from now im gonna be 18 hes gona be 16 i met him when i was 16 • [21:38] [Winterbreeze#8829] o.o • [21:39] [Alfiecakes#0000] nothing says its guaranteed to happen but i have my heart set on it and im so impatient • [21:39] [Alfiecakes#0000] god you dont understand how sad yet happy it makes me • [21:39] [Emori#2848] you're right yeah • [21:39] [Alfiecakes#0000] i wana cry just thinking about it • [21:40] [Emori#2848] i really hope nothing gets in the way • [21:40] [Alfiecakes#0000] i want nothing to get in the way id fucking walk the distance to charlotte alone if i have to • [21:41] [Emori#2848] do you have a bike or something • [21:41] [Emori#2848] like if anything does get in the way • [21:41] [Emori#2848] having back up options • [21:41] [Alfiecakes#0000] no. i dont. we live in apartments they wont let us have stuff like that • [21:41] [Emori#2848] argh • [21:42] [Alfiecakes#0000] i feel so stupid id never really want him to know i feel this way or that i have my heart set on it • [21:42] [Winterbreeze#8829] I'm not driving 19 hours... smh • [21:42] [Alfiecakes#0000] i just dont want him to feel disappointed in himself for telling me something like that and it never happens  