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Stuck alone, swallowing shadows Everything I've ever held close has crumbled Broken code I'm at a crossroad Do i swallow my pride, stay and hide, Or face my families lies, Tied To a history of shame Smeared names, who's to blame? I'm trapped inside the flames Of my past, That they cast All I ever wanted was to be something more, My family, my clan, the code, its all i lived for My lungs scream for air but how can i bare, To know that i am WRONG right down to the core. How can i just go free, when everything inside of me Has been nothing but a fabricated reality? I thought i knew my place, But that's all been erased I'm going to die down here I'm running out of breathing space Half-blooded minds flooded in a lake of doubt Am i the punishment provided for a lover not allowed? Is Starclan watching us now, From up in the clouds? As i tumble and i fumble deeper down into this tunnel, Did they know all along despite it being wrong That destiny can go beyond what rules were set upon Does love matter where it came from, Or is it something that we should be numb from? But when you push the love aside it doesn't hide the lie How can i search and find the pride of having my life divided? How could i have been misguided? Ripped as a kit quick from my mother now split from my brothers And its getting darker and i have to wonder, Am i destined to go under, For all the sins i have covered? All i ever wanted was to be something more But now i'm wicked straight to the core My lungs scream for air but how can i bare, To know i left him bleeding by that stream shore How can i just go through knowing what i had to do, Meant the death of someone just to keep him mute He could have known this place, he could have made a change, Hes going to die up there I TORE AWAY HIS BREATHING SPACE All i ever wanted was to be something more I know that i am wicked straight to the core I left him bleeding by that stream shore My family, the code is all i lived for Half-blooded minds flooded Tied To a history of shame Does love matter where it comes from? Or is it something we should be numb from? All i ever wanted was to be something more, I know that i am wicked straight to the core Its all I LIVED FOR ITS ALL I LIVED FOR NOW I HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR