Board Thread:Off-Topic/@comment-35324176-20181228162404/@comment-37885935-20190122152937

Pixility wrote: I don't get many compliments either lol but when i do i feel hella awkward

i am awkward but i try to not be awkward but when i try i'm even more awkward so like idk lol ''When I try to not be awkward, I just make it even more awkward too. Oh yeah, did I mention that I have really bad social anxiety? and just anxiety in general cuz I'm always anxious.''

''I can't even order food at a restaurant by myself because I get so nervous and fidgety. I also speak quietly, but to me it sounds like I'm yelling, so whenever I order, the person taking my order sometimes can't hear me. When I repeat myself I feel really awkward.''

''It's embarrassing when your friends even have to tell you that they can't hear you. And then you have to repeat yourself like 20 times because they still can't hear you every time you repeat yourself until you're pretty much talking in a vERY LOUD VOICE.''

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In my head when I talk it sounds like this: *yelling* "HEY HOW ARE YOU"

Reality: *quiet* "ᴴᴱᵞ ᴴᴼᵂ ᴬᴿᴱ ᵞᴼᵁ"