User blog:Youmakemyheartgonootnoot/Weird Random Story On Aj 1

Oof.

I'm kinda new to this writing a blog thing, so sorry if it's boring to read.

So, uh, I don't know, I kinda just wanted to write about some random stuff here, just because why not? Just about some random stuff that happens on aj, on the worth wiki, and etc. I guess this is basically my way of recording the things that happen daily.

I'm not sure where to start, or how to slide into the story, so I'm just gonna jump right into it. I've been playing aj for not a very long time; I've been playing for about 4 years now. I'm pretty sure others have played for longer than I have. Literally the only reason I started playing was because these group of girls in my 3rd grade classroom were playing it and I just got interested for some reason, because the game looked pretty cool; not gonna lie. They offered me to join in with them, and I did, mostly because I was pretty lonely at the time and I was sitting by myself. After sharing a computer with a girl and playing for a while I was having some fun. However, it was time to go home and I left, leaving behind the memories of that day.

I thought the game was pretty cool, but it wasn't enough for me to keep playing it. After I left that day, and walked home, I completely forgot all about it.

The next experience I had with the game was a year later. Sitting in my 4th grade classroom, we had an assignment to do that day. After the class finished early, we still had extra time, and the teacher gave us what we all loved. Free time. Sitting beside me to my left was my crush at the time. We've been pretty okay friends so far and I wanted to use my free time and just see what was up with him. I glanced over at his computer screen, you know, just to see what he was doing, and lo and behold, he was playing a game. A game that looked similar to something I've seen before. It took me a couple of seconds to realize that he was playing that same game I've encountered a year ago. A spark lit up inside me and I realized this could be my ticket to start a even deeper friendship with him and maybe possibly more.

I'm getting sick just thinking about it.

Anyways, I pretended to know alot about the game. Even though I played the game ONCE a YEAR ago, I didn't know much about it. So I stalked him playing the game for a while before I took a chance at talking about it. I looked at the top of the computer and the website read, "Animal Jam". First thing I learned. After watching him for a bit longer I took my chance and said "Oh I play that game too!" in my excited little-kid voice that I had. Instantly he looked over at me and his eyes lit up. "Really? I love this game!" he responded. He started telling me all about the game, seeming like he was passionate about it. To get even closer to him I pretended that I had an account too. However I didn't. So to fix that problem I made sure to make an account. Shygirl5428. I proceded to play the game with him. After a while, this became a daily thing between us. We would get on the computer whenever we had free time, all excited, then spend all our time playing Aj. I actually started to like the game alot. Maybe a bit too much. I almost completely forgot about my crush on him. But eventually I really started to like him, and my crush advanced.

Major cringe alert coming.

One day playing aj with him as usual, I decided I wanted to confess my feelings. I started to form a plan. I knew that I didn't want to confess my feelings for him through talking, because as I know it better than myself knows, I'm a huge chicken. So the best way that I THOUGHT would be good to confess to him was through aj. So I got onto aj and waited patiently for him to start playing as well. I met him in his den and we started talking and messing around. At the time I was so bad at communicating and IN THE MIDDLE OF TALKING I just decided to put the love eyes emoji, the heart emoji, blushing face, and a bunch of other lovey-dovey emojis.

I basically spammed him with that stuff in the middle of a perfectly normal conversation.

Everything's fine :)

He looked at his screen and basically just said

"Huh?"

I was screaming and I instantly regreted it.

I panicked and chickened out so in that moment I just came up with something on the fly.

"Oh haha uh I just meant to click something else, I clicked...the wrong emojis."

"Oh.."

And the rest was silent.

After that day nothing really changed, and I'm pretty sure he thought I was crazy. We kept playing aj like we normally did and I never really admitted my feelings to him.

So what have I learned from this story?

Don't confess over a game. Yeah that's my lesson. It's weird. Well, at least to me lol