Thread:HoppingInSolitude/@comment-35804569-20180607011908

My username in Animal jam is HoppingInSolitude. I also play ROBLOX, and my name on ROBLOX is Guest1075890. I am in Middle school and suffer from extremely severe depression. I have already been to the hospital for 3 weeks straight. Please don't make fun of me like everyone else. Other mental conditions I have: BPD, PTSD, ADHD, ADD, OCD, Schizophrenia, Social Anxiety Phobia, Anxiety, Anorexia, Depersonalization Disorder, Dissociative Fugue, Dissociative Identity Disorder, and Dissociative Disorder. I am also delusional. I can't get to sleep at night, I always feel someone's presence. Even when I do manage to fall asleep, I get nightmares. I have tons of phobias. I am afraid of falling from high places, I have a fear of small holes, I am extremely afraid of open/empty spaces, I have trouble with my confidence and I am scared of being up in front of everybody, singing or something like that. I am terrified of being forgotten and left alone. I am horrifically afraid of being abandoned, I am afraid of driving(just a bit), and I am terrified of a misfunction at a theme park ride(like a crash, or failure), I am afraid of darkness, I am afraid of vomiting because when I vomit, I can't breath. I am afraid of crossing a stone bridge(like a highway, for instance) in fear of it collapsing. I am afraid of the paramedics and hospitals, and I cringe at the sound of rubbing cotton balls. I am scared of looking in mirrors in the darkness, I am also afraid of my belly button being touched, and same with the middle part of the top of my head, and the middle of my feet and the middle of the palms of my hands. I am also scared of showing my fingernails and my face because I think they are disgusting. I am afraid of getting rid of stuff because I feel like everything has feelings, and I feel bad for it. I am scared of sticking my limbs into places where I can't see what's happening. I am very scared to go anywhere alone, most of the time. I am interested in diseases, and my favorite plague is Malaria. I love spooky, scary and creepy things. I love clowns, and I like the idea of a human puppet. 