Board Thread:News and Announcements/@comment-30334635-20181123035715/@comment-37492714-20181124222008

HOLightningBluetooth wrote: ZZeph wrote: Real1ostboy wrote: WHAT?! WE NEED YOU. So many people already left. 2 bureaucrats! Well I would just like to wonder why you can't handle being staff. Who's going to be the next bureaucrat then? 2 bureacrats left so quickly. I've dealt with unresolved trauma for years. I've never had access to anything like therapy or anti-depressants because my mom refuses to believe that there's any type of problem with my mental health. I desperately need something like that because my mental health has been declining as time goes on. Being staff on this wiki makes my mental health even worse because sometimes I just need time to cry and process my feelings and I can't do that if I have like 6 messages on my Message Wall daily (this is why I haven't been responding to some of my Message Wall messages lately, I can't handle it at the moment).

And that's not even addressing the constant harassment I faced on Animal Jam itself (which is why I moved main accounts on AJ; my old main account was Zephyrim but I now use a different account), Animal Jam Discord servers, etc. People would constantly blame me even if something wasn't my fault. People would insult me, call the entire wiki and staff worthless, etc and even now, people still consider the wiki inaccurate and garbage. It's become a common occurrence for me to go into Brady's Lab or [certain Discord server here] and see people call the wiki/wiki staff trash. I know the wiki sometimes is slow to be updated, which is why I promoted a few new staff members lately, because I feel like they would help with that. But it still felt hopeless to me, I felt like no matter how hard I tried, people would still call everything here trash.

Also, I don't know if you know this but I'm 17 years old, I'm going to be going to college soon and that was inevitably going to lead to my resignation regardless. that sucks because these same stupid kids would rather worship some youtuber who get gifts daily and such

aor trust some old blog about item values HONESTLY! Like, I hate when all you see is Aparri or someone get 10 black longs in one mailtime and they're all "worshipping him" thinking he's the greatest. That just made me feel sooo glad that you realize that as well.