Board Thread:Animal Jam Talk/@comment-36504605-20180808001513/@comment-34118934-20181018011354

Real1ostboy wrote: Everything I do is wrong. I will not talk on here for 3 months now. Obviously I'm not needed I'm not trying to make you feel horrible. I'm just saying please take others' feelings in perspective before you act. I know you meant well, and I'm sorry I went on that little rant, but it makes me feel like you don't really think what others might feel when you say things. Once again, I'm sorry that I was really extreme, and I didn't want you to take it that way. I just wanted you recognize how other people can take things. Please don't take anything that I said to heart, I was really angry because it felt like no one ever listens to me, but I know they do, and I want you to know I'm really sorry about what I said. But, that's no excuse.

I realize that I can use my own advice, too. I didn't really see how you might feel when you read that, and how that came across. Sometimes, it's better to tell people nicely rather than explode at them. I really need to get better at that... :(

For instance, it would've been way better if I just said "Sorry, but I actually can't do this. D: I can do it next summer, though." I didn't really need to go off on you like that. Please consider this, and once again, my apologies.

I also know that apologizing for something doesn't mean it didn't happen. I still did that. It's no excuse. But, I hope you know that I really do feel bad about doing that, and that I hope you'll forgive me for like legit spewing junk about you to shame and guilt you. That's no way for anyone to act, especially me, who is trying to be an example.

I need to tone down my anger, like 50 notches. That post you had really isn't that bad.

Also, I would like you to think about me just deleting that post, because I really don't mean it. I didn't want to do it without your input because that would be like "Oh I just said all of this horrible stuff about you, but let's just pretend that didn't happen okay? :)" and that's not right either.

Once again, I'm really very extremely sorry that I did that, and that's not part of me that I am pleased about. That was actually really kind of you to say, and I just exploded cuz I'm a total control freak and I like to know about everything ever. But once again, that's not an excuse.