Board Thread:Animal Jam Talk/@comment-35550844-20180828221008/@comment-36693657-20180903164837

i’m tired of putting hours into videos and getting nothing in return. i barely reach over 500 views and i have almost 10k subs, don’t get me wrong i’m very thankful but at the same time i wish my channel was more active. i’m one of the very few active aj youtubers right now and people are telling me i’m most likely going to become jambassador but i feel like i’m not very worthy. i’ve felt super unmotivated and depressed and i’m running out of video ideas. i’m kind of stuck in a rut and i’m putting so much strain on myself to get videos out as much as possible. school is starting and i’m scared i’m not going to be able to keep up. i wish i felt like i mattered to people. i really don’t feel like it right now. i feel like i don’t belong anywhere. animal jam is my one place of escape and i don’t even feel accepted on it anymore.