Thread:Brooke collie!/@comment-43929290-20200118011400/@comment-43929290-20200206150819

I fell asleep please dont be sorry. I am sorry if it seemed like I was ignoring you while you were having a hard time ( when you smessaged last it was about five in the morning here) it hurts to know you are struggling like this and not being able to help much. Ik you dont want to go to therapy but for your own sake to not break completely you should please even just try it. sit down with your parents and tell them ' I  love you but I am breaking. I try to be happy I pretend so often hoping for it to be true but I need help. I need something to change and even if I dont like the idea of it therapy might be the way I can get better- I even pretending with myself it is okay somedays because I hate the thought of talking about this all. I cant keep going through a cycle of fake smiles and the growing ache. I need help but I want you to know it isnt you I care about you. '