Board Thread:General Discussion/@comment-35324176-20190214233204/@comment-36996285-20190221204811

Zeforum wrote: So like, we were sitting at a table, with ¨My friends¨. Its a dumb class were you learn about social skills. I dont need that but we all have to take it. My friends dont really do anything during that class, I do. Because I dont want to fail and lose AJ. So we were given these papers so we could write down some stuff. They all grabbed their phones and started playing those games on Snapchat and stuff. I didnt (I lost my phone heh). They started making jokes about being lazy and stuff. I was the only one doing that paper. I then said, ¨Thanks for not doing work, I feel more productive.¨ NOT even offensive, at all. Just a joke. 2 of the girls legit GLARED at me. The death glare. Like, your gonna feel the wrath of the almighty. Like in movies...

ANYWAYS, they hate a lot of people in the school. And they will start pretty little lies to ruin your life. The other friend has felt that wrath. They called her ¨fat¨ ¨ugly¨ and more. She is only with them because they are more popular than her, she wants to gain popularity. I have barely had any bullies or mean people in my life. So I guess you could say I dont have thick skin. That class starts every Tuesday and Thursday. The second day I was with them, I sat at the same table because my nice friend was still available (The one that was called fat etc.). She sat with the 2 glaring ones. They started talking about who they hate. And typed down names on the nice friends phone. She then went, ¨Ooooh¨. I asked her if my name was on there. She told me it was and I just sank in my chair. She didnt even tell me anything like a real friend. I had to be annoying and beg her to tell me. Didnt even heckin care.. On that day, we weere assigned a different table to do some dumb skits. The ¨friends¨ would put the assignment stuff on other peoples tables so they wouldn´t go. One of the glaring girls gave me her assigned seat and told me to take it. As a thin skinned chiald, I went. I could hear her laughing when I got up. Ya know, lifes just great HHHH

Now today, I was sitting alone. For no reason.. My available friend just left me. A real friend would try to make things right or find out real reasons they  hate me. Or stay with the suffering one. But nopeeee. I legit wanted to cry. Like a baby.. Thin skinned... Thats how it is being with the popular brats children

Idek anymore, sorry for making yall read that heh Wanting to cry does not, by any means, make you a baby - everybody cries, and if you need to get it out, it's honestly nothing to be ashamed of - I cry all the time, and I used to self-deprecate because of it. Okay, I still self-deprecate, but not because I cry. Take it from someone who has gone to school and hid in the bathroom crying because I'm sick and tired of everyone around me, then coming back and putting on a happy face and saying I'm ok because I know it's what my "friends" want to hear but not what I want to say. I always do/say what the people around me want, not what I want, and I can actually understand how you're feeling.

I wish I could give you advice on sitting alone during lunch, but I have the same problem, but whenever I don't feel like sitting in the cafeteria, I just go to the library for lunch, so if you can/want to, you could do that - although that just might be my inner bookworm talking.

As for friends, I can relate because I'm in that same situation - everytime this girl bullies me, none of my friends do anything, just watch, and a few times, laughed. All of my friends have used me for homework, or because I keep doing favors for them, or (and this I think is the worst), use me as a 'back-up' friend where they go and hang out with those typical popular girls, and when they get abandoned, back-stabbed, etc by that group, come to me for help/support because they know I'll help them. Everytime they get stuck in a sticky situation, I help them, and I never get any help from them back, and then I don't know who to trust anymore. I reallly hope that this whole "girls being bratty to you" thing stops and that things imrpove for you, and lol if you ever want to rant about that I can always relate(my school has more than enough girls who think they're entitled to everything).